He's going to be a muscle man like his daddy :)
Monday, December 28, 2009
Milestones...
Today - Henry held onto his rattle for the first time! (I put it in his hand for him!)
He's going to be a muscle man like his daddy :)
He's going to be a muscle man like his daddy :)
Tuesday, December 22, 2009
4 weeks ... 1 month ... slow down time!!
Who knew you could love a little bundle of frustration so much! Luckily for me - he's not really that frustrating - I'd say only 5% of the time! Henry is starting to smile when we play with him - that brings the most amazing feeling to my heart. His coos are just grunts - but they're the funniest sounds!Is he more work than I expected? No - but I do get more frustrated than I anticipated.
Is it hard to stay at home all day with him? Yes - but it's still what I want to do. I need to figure out our budget so that I can at least move down to part time work next year. So I'm now accepting prayers and monetary donations to make that happen!!
Here's Henry's week 4 'Watch Me Grow' picture:
Friday, December 18, 2009
Last OMM appt...
We had our final OMM appt yesterday for Henry's little massage therapy, and he weighed 10 lbs 12 oz!! That's up from the 9lbs 9oz he was last Monday (the 7th).
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
21 days...
Wow!! I can't wait to make a video out of these pictures... here's Henry's "Week 3 Watch Me Grow" picture!
Just for fun -- I tried to take them first in this onsie, but he was not happy!!
Just for fun -- I tried to take them first in this onsie, but he was not happy!!
Saturday, December 12, 2009
Day 18
Yipes!! Henry is already 18 days old! That's craziness.
Here's his "Week2" Watch Me Grow picture:
And this one is just cute:
Things are going amazingly well -- at his well baby appt on Monday he was back up to 9lbs 9 oz (he dropped to 9lbs even by his 1 week appt). He's learning how to be more fussy each day - which isn't too big of a deal really. His fussy is nothing compared to other fussy's I've encountered. He's eating good -- sleeping 3-4 hours at night. So far - we've been extremely lucky.
I had my own dr appt yesterday -- and was surprised to hear that I can try to get pregnant again in only 6 months!! I thought that it was a year to two years after a c-section. Nick and I are now in the big debate as to how to try to 'plan' for our next child - since it took us so long to get this one, if we don't prevent I have a feeling we'll get preggo right away... or it could take a year or more again.
We ultimately decided to wait and see what our job situations look like for next year before making any decisions... who knows with our schools these days!
We had a friend take some Christmas photos for us ... they turned out much more beautiful than I expected!!
Here's his "Week2" Watch Me Grow picture:
And this one is just cute:
Things are going amazingly well -- at his well baby appt on Monday he was back up to 9lbs 9 oz (he dropped to 9lbs even by his 1 week appt). He's learning how to be more fussy each day - which isn't too big of a deal really. His fussy is nothing compared to other fussy's I've encountered. He's eating good -- sleeping 3-4 hours at night. So far - we've been extremely lucky.
I had my own dr appt yesterday -- and was surprised to hear that I can try to get pregnant again in only 6 months!! I thought that it was a year to two years after a c-section. Nick and I are now in the big debate as to how to try to 'plan' for our next child - since it took us so long to get this one, if we don't prevent I have a feeling we'll get preggo right away... or it could take a year or more again.
We ultimately decided to wait and see what our job situations look like for next year before making any decisions... who knows with our schools these days!
We had a friend take some Christmas photos for us ... they turned out much more beautiful than I expected!!
Wednesday, December 2, 2009
Monday, November 30, 2009
Henry's Story...
Alright friends -- I'll give the short, non detailed version for those of you who aren't interested, and then the longer, specific, TMI version for those of you who I know are dying for details :)
Short version:
We went to the hospital at 10am on Tuesday, Nov. 24th for our scheduled c-section - wheeled into the O.R. at noon exactly - Henry was born. The first night we had mega frustrations with breastfeeding, so we turned to pumping and forumla supplementing together. On our last day in the hospital I decided to meet w/ the lactation consultant one more time - and now we have a steady procedure for making it work!
Our first nights home have been fantastic -- Henry's a great sleeper at night (so far) and Daddy likes to take one of the night feedings for me so I can sleep for 3-5 hours straight.
The most frustrating part is scheduling visitors -- we love to show him off and have company -- but with our feeding procedures, and having to do this every 2-3 hours, and my little piggy who likes to feed for an hour at a time most of the time -- it gets to be tricky!! I don't mind having my friends in the living room with me -- but Nick's friends either get kicked out or uninvited.
More details version:
We went to the hospital at 10am on Tuesday, Nov. 24th for our scheduled c-section - wheeled into the O.R. at noon exactly. I was not expecting to feel as much pushing and tugging as I could, and was very uncomfortable. They offered me more drugs, but I wanted to be cohearant for the birth, so I suffered through -- but only until they pulled him out, I saw his legs up in the warmer, heard his cry -- and then they drugged me up!! The drug haze only lasted about 10 minutes, but it made me see double the first time Nick held Henry up for me to see, I was very confused!
They took me to recovery and Henry to the nursery -- this separation lasted about an hour and a half :( Finally we were all reunited in the hospital room, and gave breastfeeding a go. Ouch. I had scabs on my nipples that he pulled off -- plus I have flat nipples so we tried using a shield. He ended up just nawing on the tip of my nipple, and it just wasn't good! By 2:30am, with me and Nick crying -- we finally shipped Henry off to the nursery and let them give him some formula.
The next morning we started pumping and feeding him that, along with a little formula. This set up worked awesome for 2 days, and gave my nips a chance to heal a little. Friday we tried again, and figured out a system of me pumping, giving a little bit in bottle to Henry, then tricking him to latch on. And it worked!! Now, we no longer need to trick him - but I do need to pump first to get things going. This makes it very difficult for visitors b/c I have a whole station set up in the living room -- but easy for bottle feeding once and a while b/c of the pumping I've stored up already!
We have our first doctors appointment today -- I'm anxious to make sure he's gaining weight, which I think he is b/c his little rolls are getting bigger already!!
Here's some more pictures for ya!
Short version:
We went to the hospital at 10am on Tuesday, Nov. 24th for our scheduled c-section - wheeled into the O.R. at noon exactly - Henry was born. The first night we had mega frustrations with breastfeeding, so we turned to pumping and forumla supplementing together. On our last day in the hospital I decided to meet w/ the lactation consultant one more time - and now we have a steady procedure for making it work!
Our first nights home have been fantastic -- Henry's a great sleeper at night (so far) and Daddy likes to take one of the night feedings for me so I can sleep for 3-5 hours straight.
The most frustrating part is scheduling visitors -- we love to show him off and have company -- but with our feeding procedures, and having to do this every 2-3 hours, and my little piggy who likes to feed for an hour at a time most of the time -- it gets to be tricky!! I don't mind having my friends in the living room with me -- but Nick's friends either get kicked out or uninvited.
More details version:We went to the hospital at 10am on Tuesday, Nov. 24th for our scheduled c-section - wheeled into the O.R. at noon exactly. I was not expecting to feel as much pushing and tugging as I could, and was very uncomfortable. They offered me more drugs, but I wanted to be cohearant for the birth, so I suffered through -- but only until they pulled him out, I saw his legs up in the warmer, heard his cry -- and then they drugged me up!! The drug haze only lasted about 10 minutes, but it made me see double the first time Nick held Henry up for me to see, I was very confused!
They took me to recovery and Henry to the nursery -- this separation lasted about an hour and a half :( Finally we were all reunited in the hospital room, and gave breastfeeding a go. Ouch. I had scabs on my nipples that he pulled off -- plus I have flat nipples so we tried using a shield. He ended up just nawing on the tip of my nipple, and it just wasn't good! By 2:30am, with me and Nick crying -- we finally shipped Henry off to the nursery and let them give him some formula.
The next morning we started pumping and feeding him that, along with a little formula. This set up worked awesome for 2 days, and gave my nips a chance to heal a little. Friday we tried again, and figured out a system of me pumping, giving a little bit in bottle to Henry, then tricking him to latch on. And it worked!! Now, we no longer need to trick him - but I do need to pump first to get things going. This makes it very difficult for visitors b/c I have a whole station set up in the living room -- but easy for bottle feeding once and a while b/c of the pumping I've stored up already!
We have our first doctors appointment today -- I'm anxious to make sure he's gaining weight, which I think he is b/c his little rolls are getting bigger already!!
Here's some more pictures for ya!
Saturday, November 28, 2009
Henry is Home!!
Sometime soon I'll get around to posting birth story (pretty boring since it was a scheduled c-section) ~ we're home and everything is going as smoothly as can be expected!!
Here's a picture to hold you over...
Here's a picture to hold you over...
Monday, November 23, 2009
The Night Before Henry...
I'm having a baby tomorrow!!
What will he look like? How big will he really be? Will his head be filled with hair? What color hair? I can't wait to find out the details!! :)
How far along? 38 weeks and 6 days
Total weight gain/loss: It looks like a grand total of +45lbs ... not a number I'm comfortable with, but also not too ashamed to admit it.
Maternity clothes? Can't wait to be done with them...
Stretch marks? Happy to say that the underbelly ones are still light in color!
Sleep: Frustrating ... at least I'm prepared to not sleep for a very long time!
Best moment this week: Getting everything settled for our big day tomorrow!
Movement: He's still shifting around like crazy
Food cravings: Mashed Potatoes ... just because I keep hoping that the hospital will give them to me on Thanksgiving!
Gender: He's a big baby boy!
Labor Signs: Nothing but some pressure, and still steady loss of mucus grossness.
Belly Button in or out? Same.
What I miss: Easily adjusting to new sleeping positions
What I am looking forward to: Holding my son and just looking at him tomorrow!!
Weekly Wisdom: "The LORD himself goes before you and will be with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged." Deuteronomy 31:8
Milestones: This time tomorrow we'll be holding Henry and sharing our joy with our visitors.
Realization of the week: We will always have evil in our own hearts and in the hearts of others to combat - but we are also constantly blessed with joy. This is such a blessing!!
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
38 weeks and 1 day
Here's my 38 week pic from yesterday -- the dark shirt makes my belly look smaller than the last picture I think...
Hopefully I remember to take one last belly photo before we go in next Tuesday!!
Our newest niece - Claire Elizabeth VandenBerg was born last Tuesday - here's an adorable picture of her!
I can't believe that by this time next week - Henry will be here!! Thank you everyone for following our journey, for your support and prayers! We are so blessed!
"Let the peace of Christ rule in your hearts, since as members of one body you were called to peace. And be thankful." Colossians 3:15
Hopefully I remember to take one last belly photo before we go in next Tuesday!!
Our newest niece - Claire Elizabeth VandenBerg was born last Tuesday - here's an adorable picture of her!
I can't believe that by this time next week - Henry will be here!! Thank you everyone for following our journey, for your support and prayers! We are so blessed!
"Let the peace of Christ rule in your hearts, since as members of one body you were called to peace. And be thankful." Colossians 3:15
Friday, November 13, 2009
37 weeks and 3 days
Well - it's official, he's a giant :)
Our ultrasound tech estimates that his weight right now is about 9 1/2 lbs. Yes, that could be plus or minus a 1lb - but our OB said that the mistakes on estimations are usually because the head is in the pelvis. Our other exciting news is that he's breech!! So, she got a great measurement of his head, it's measuring over 10 cm in diameter.
So - we decided we're going to just take him out! :) The earliest they'll do a c-section is at 39 weeks, so we have a noon appointment on November 24th! It's tentative because they have to confirm with OB - but she had said that day would work beforehand, so I'm planning on it as of right now.
I feel bad that the last month and a half (since I felt him switch positions) I was confident that what is his head, was his butt. But I always feel his hiccups near my hips, so I thought for sure his head would be down there -- apparently it's just cause his back and booty are low, and that's how I feel the hiccup more. I dunno. Poor guy -- I've been spanking his head when he's naughty. He's in the frank breech position - so his head is up, his legs are straight up as well (flexible!), and just his booty is down. We couldn't get any good facial pics because he wouldn't move his feet out of the way!!
Ultra-tech also said she saw lots of hair - which means the old wives tale of "more hair, more heartburn" is complete true - as I need at least 10 tums a day these days.
Whew ... November 24th ... now I'm hoping labor holds off until then!
Our ultrasound tech estimates that his weight right now is about 9 1/2 lbs. Yes, that could be plus or minus a 1lb - but our OB said that the mistakes on estimations are usually because the head is in the pelvis. Our other exciting news is that he's breech!! So, she got a great measurement of his head, it's measuring over 10 cm in diameter.
So - we decided we're going to just take him out! :) The earliest they'll do a c-section is at 39 weeks, so we have a noon appointment on November 24th! It's tentative because they have to confirm with OB - but she had said that day would work beforehand, so I'm planning on it as of right now.
I feel bad that the last month and a half (since I felt him switch positions) I was confident that what is his head, was his butt. But I always feel his hiccups near my hips, so I thought for sure his head would be down there -- apparently it's just cause his back and booty are low, and that's how I feel the hiccup more. I dunno. Poor guy -- I've been spanking his head when he's naughty. He's in the frank breech position - so his head is up, his legs are straight up as well (flexible!), and just his booty is down. We couldn't get any good facial pics because he wouldn't move his feet out of the way!!
Ultra-tech also said she saw lots of hair - which means the old wives tale of "more hair, more heartburn" is complete true - as I need at least 10 tums a day these days.
Whew ... November 24th ... now I'm hoping labor holds off until then!
Thursday, November 5, 2009
36 weeks and 2 days
Had our weekly appointment today -- no news is good news! She did my strep b test, and then checked me -- I'm closed up and firm.
The exciting news is that since my belly is measuring 2 weeks ahead again - we get to have another ultrasound next Friday!! I'm so excited to get an estimate on how big he is -- and to get more pics of course!!
The exciting news is that since my belly is measuring 2 weeks ahead again - we get to have another ultrasound next Friday!! I'm so excited to get an estimate on how big he is -- and to get more pics of course!!
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
36 weeks and Pics
Here's some fun pictures for you all to enjoy and then the usual survey at the end!
Knock Knock ... want to come out and play soon??
Henry's room is getting lots of stuff in it!! My work is throwing me a shower next week, that will be the end of anything I need to add!
How far along? 36 weeks ... will Henry be a November or December birthday?!?
Total weight gain/loss: I think I'm done answering this question...
Maternity clothes? Yes.
Stretch marks? Very light underbelly ones now -- but nothing too devastating yet!
Sleep: Annoying
Best moment this week: Spending Sunday working in the nursery
Movement: Is kinda starting to get on my nerves ... but atleast he's happy and active in there!
Food cravings: Butter. Anything and everything to which I can apply butter.
Gender: He's a big baby boy!
Labor Signs: A few random contractions - but nothing noteworthy. Even though I just noted it, didn't I?
Belly Button in or out? Same.
What I miss: Everything I've missed this whole time ...
What I am looking forward to: Finding out if the OB is gonna give me another ultrasound - she should tell me this week!
Weekly Wisdom: "Do everything in love." 1 Corinthians 16:14
Milestones: Entering the less than 1 month count down to the EDD
Realization of the week: I sure wish we didn't have these student loans so I could have taken the voluntary layoff ... waiting to hear if they're just going to lay me off anyways!
36 week belly:
Knock Knock ... want to come out and play soon??
Henry's room is getting lots of stuff in it!! My work is throwing me a shower next week, that will be the end of anything I need to add!
How far along? 36 weeks ... will Henry be a November or December birthday?!?
Total weight gain/loss: I think I'm done answering this question...
Maternity clothes? Yes.
Stretch marks? Very light underbelly ones now -- but nothing too devastating yet!
Sleep: Annoying
Best moment this week: Spending Sunday working in the nursery
Movement: Is kinda starting to get on my nerves ... but atleast he's happy and active in there!
Food cravings: Butter. Anything and everything to which I can apply butter.
Gender: He's a big baby boy!
Labor Signs: A few random contractions - but nothing noteworthy. Even though I just noted it, didn't I?
Belly Button in or out? Same.
What I miss: Everything I've missed this whole time ...
What I am looking forward to: Finding out if the OB is gonna give me another ultrasound - she should tell me this week!
Weekly Wisdom: "Do everything in love." 1 Corinthians 16:14
Milestones: Entering the less than 1 month count down to the EDD
Realization of the week: I sure wish we didn't have these student loans so I could have taken the voluntary layoff ... waiting to hear if they're just going to lay me off anyways!
Monday, October 19, 2009
34 weeks (well, tomorrow will be 34)
How far along? 34 weeks - 6 to go!
Total weight gain/loss: +34lbs
Maternity clothes? Getting sick of them.... I miss my jeans and cute Medium sized t-shirts
Stretch marks? Still just on the thighs
Sleep: It's been over a week since I've felt well rested -- having that light sleep where you can't tell if you're dreaming or just thinking...
Best moment this week: Looking at people's shocked faces when I tell them how annoying I think my son is with his hiccups all day everyday
Movement: He doesn't have too much room to get strong kicks in - but when he does, I say ouch.
Food cravings: Weirdest yet - but I am currently obsessed with smoked sausage - and not just straight up - the kind with the cheese in the middle!
Gender: He's a big baby boy!
Labor Signs: Nada
Belly Button in or out? Still visible through belly band and clothing!
What I miss: Not being woken up with heartburn and acid reflux every two hours
What I am looking forward to: My side of the family's baby shower this weekend!
Weekly Wisdom: "Sons are a heritage from the LORD, children are a reward from Him. " Ephesians 2:8-9
Milestones: Did Henry's first load of laundry this week!
Realization of the week: I don't have that much time left!
Total weight gain/loss: +34lbs
Maternity clothes? Getting sick of them.... I miss my jeans and cute Medium sized t-shirts
Stretch marks? Still just on the thighs
Sleep: It's been over a week since I've felt well rested -- having that light sleep where you can't tell if you're dreaming or just thinking...
Best moment this week: Looking at people's shocked faces when I tell them how annoying I think my son is with his hiccups all day everyday
Movement: He doesn't have too much room to get strong kicks in - but when he does, I say ouch.
Food cravings: Weirdest yet - but I am currently obsessed with smoked sausage - and not just straight up - the kind with the cheese in the middle!
Gender: He's a big baby boy!
Labor Signs: Nada
Belly Button in or out? Still visible through belly band and clothing!
What I miss: Not being woken up with heartburn and acid reflux every two hours
What I am looking forward to: My side of the family's baby shower this weekend!
Weekly Wisdom: "Sons are a heritage from the LORD, children are a reward from Him. " Ephesians 2:8-9
Milestones: Did Henry's first load of laundry this week!
Realization of the week: I don't have that much time left!
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
32 weeks - belly pic and baby shower!
Here's the 32 week belly pic ... every month I feel like the picture makes my belly look way bigger than it is, and then the next picture is just even bigger!! What on earth will I look like in 8 weeks??
This past Saturday was my first family baby shower (Nick's side) - joint with my sister-in-law, Michal, who's due 5 days after me. I'm jealous of her smaller belly compared to my giant - but I don't have any belly pics of her for you to compare!! Thank you to Aunt Vicki and Mandee for the great shower!! Those ladies always go above and beyond for these shindigs!
This past Saturday was my first family baby shower (Nick's side) - joint with my sister-in-law, Michal, who's due 5 days after me. I'm jealous of her smaller belly compared to my giant - but I don't have any belly pics of her for you to compare!! Thank you to Aunt Vicki and Mandee for the great shower!! Those ladies always go above and beyond for these shindigs!
Me and Henry's Grammy (my mom)
Thursday, September 24, 2009
30 weeks and 2 days ... 68 to go!
Had another OB appointment today -- my belly is measuring about 33 cm - which equals out to be about 2.5 - 3 weeks big. We had more discussions of the fact that we probably just "breed" big babies, and how we're going to have to keep an eye on that and make the best decision about how to proceed when the time comes. I'm all for going for a natural (medicated) childbirth, but I am not about to try to push him out if he's not going to fit!!
How far along? 30 weeks and 2 days
Total weight gain/loss: +32lbs
Maternity clothes? Yup - and still need the bella band w/ pants b/c they don't give me enough support, and if I don't wear it my tummy hurts by the end of the work day
Stretch marks? Still just on the thighs
Sleep: I've been so exhausted from work that even though I pee over 10 times a day - I've only been waking up once in the middle of the night!
Best moment this week: Sharing my story @ CKH's and connecting with more IF women
Movement: I am love love loving sitting and watching him make my tummy move - it's so awesome. He's getting stronger every day!!
Food cravings: Still the same greasy burger and fries ... and A&W for lunch today and it tasted amazing!
Gender: He's a big baby boy!
Labor Signs: Nada
Belly Button in or out? I've decided that only the top can be the "outtie" because of the stitches at the bottom from my laproscopy
What I miss: Flip Flops being comfortable all day long
What I am looking forward to: Hopefully getting another ultrasound, and of course my 12 week maternity leave :)
Weekly Wisdom: "For it is by grace you have been saved, through faith -- and this not from yourselves, it is the gift of God -- not by works, so that no one can boast " Ephesians 2:8-9
Milestones: Passing the glucose test -- Nick seeing my belly move.
Realization of the week: I love being pregnant :)
How far along? 30 weeks and 2 days
Total weight gain/loss: +32lbs
Maternity clothes? Yup - and still need the bella band w/ pants b/c they don't give me enough support, and if I don't wear it my tummy hurts by the end of the work day
Stretch marks? Still just on the thighs
Sleep: I've been so exhausted from work that even though I pee over 10 times a day - I've only been waking up once in the middle of the night!
Best moment this week: Sharing my story @ CKH's and connecting with more IF women
Movement: I am love love loving sitting and watching him make my tummy move - it's so awesome. He's getting stronger every day!!
Food cravings: Still the same greasy burger and fries ... and A&W for lunch today and it tasted amazing!
Gender: He's a big baby boy!
Labor Signs: Nada
Belly Button in or out? I've decided that only the top can be the "outtie" because of the stitches at the bottom from my laproscopy
What I miss: Flip Flops being comfortable all day long
What I am looking forward to: Hopefully getting another ultrasound, and of course my 12 week maternity leave :)
Weekly Wisdom: "For it is by grace you have been saved, through faith -- and this not from yourselves, it is the gift of God -- not by works, so that no one can boast " Ephesians 2:8-9
Milestones: Passing the glucose test -- Nick seeing my belly move.
Realization of the week: I love being pregnant :)
Sunday, September 13, 2009
Latest OB Appt
Had my OB/Glucose Test on Friday ... is it ever good for your doctor to say, "You did not gain 11 lbs!!"
Me = "Umm... sorry?"
She didn't lecture, just reminded that any extra is just harder to lose afterwards. Yeah yeah ... but ice cream tastes so good right now!!
Plus -- my belly is still measuring 2 weeks ahead -- soo doesn't some of that weight gain count towards those "extra" weeks? :)
Won't hear the glucose test results until Mon or Tues - but that drink sure was gross!
Me = "Umm... sorry?"
She didn't lecture, just reminded that any extra is just harder to lose afterwards. Yeah yeah ... but ice cream tastes so good right now!!
Plus -- my belly is still measuring 2 weeks ahead -- soo doesn't some of that weight gain count towards those "extra" weeks? :)
Won't hear the glucose test results until Mon or Tues - but that drink sure was gross!
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
28 weeks -- so begins the 3T!
How far along? 28 weeks
Total weight gain/loss: Ugh --- can't you tell from the pictures?!?
Maternity clothes? I'm at an odd stage between Large and XLarge ... don't they make halfzies?
Stretch marks? Few on the thighs ... gross.
Sleep: Pretty good these days actually
Best moment this week: Entering the 3rd Tri -- so great to know that no matter what happens from here on out he has at least a 90% survival rate if he comes early!
Movement: Still all really low feeling - but some nights he just goes crazy!! I even looked up fetal seizures the other night because he was freaking out -- it said he could have just been stuck and trying to shake free!
Food cravings: French fries -- probably b/c I'm watching The Gilmore Girls and they are eating all the time on that show!
Gender: He's a big baby boy!
Labor Signs: Nope -- think I had my first Braxton Hicks contraction though ... it was weird.
Belly Button in or out? Top is outtie for sure -- bottom is flat.
What I miss: My skinny girl work clothes
What I am looking forward to: Honestly? My 12 week maternity leave :)
Weekly Wisdom: "... Let everything breathe praise the Lord. Praise the Lord" Psalm 150:6
Milestones: Third Trimester!!!!!
Realization of the week: He's going to be here very soon ... everyone says the last months fly by, and that's what I'm hoping for because I can't wait (again, mainly b/c of school starting and teaching something new ... I just want another long vacation from it!)
Thursday, September 3, 2009
27 weeks and 2 days...
I am in love with sitting on the couch - feeling and watching my belly move - the weirdest and most special feeling in the world :)
Monday, August 24, 2009
First Baby Shower!
My lovely besties from work decided to give me a little girls night baby shower, so I don't have to bore them with the family showers and because I'm switching school buildings for this upcoming school year!
Jenn made an awesome Frog cake -- and managed to find "Henry" confetti!!
Again - Jenn wowed us with her creativity of putting together the froggy gift!!
Thanks friends! :)
When I was putting away the gifts - I've already begun to feel like I'm running out of room - and I'm still going to be having 2 family showers, and a church shower!!
Jenn made an awesome Frog cake -- and managed to find "Henry" confetti!!
Again - Jenn wowed us with her creativity of putting together the froggy gift!!Thanks friends! :)
When I was putting away the gifts - I've already begun to feel like I'm running out of room - and I'm still going to be having 2 family showers, and a church shower!!
Saturday, August 22, 2009
Nursery Pics for Kim :)
Nick did the paintings above the crib -- a Mommy Frog, a Henry Frog (the little sign says "Henry's Room), and a Daddy Frog. I love the way they turned out!!
Thursday, August 13, 2009
24 weeks 2 days 1 good appointment
Well we had our monthly appointment today, and everything looks good. She thinks that Henry's head down now - but I still only feel his punches and kicks way low, so I don't know if I agree with her - or he's in a weird sideways position. My belly measured about 25 weeks now - so we're no longer much bigger than we should be.
One more month, and I'll get the lovely glucose test, and move on to appts every 2 weeks - that will get tricky with going back to work!
One more month, and I'll get the lovely glucose test, and move on to appts every 2 weeks - that will get tricky with going back to work!
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
24 weeks, 1 day
Here's my belly pic from last night, 24 weeks pregnant ... only 16 to go! :)
We have our monthly appointment on Thursday - but other than that, nothing new or exciting - just making the most of the 21 days left of our summer vacation!!
We have our monthly appointment on Thursday - but other than that, nothing new or exciting - just making the most of the 21 days left of our summer vacation!!
Tuesday, August 4, 2009
23 weeks and 17 to go!
How far along? 23 weeks
Total weight gain/loss: +16 - 1 lb over what they say I should be - but it's not my fault I swear!
Maternity clothes? Maternity pants, plus the belly band for extra support b/c he's so low and heavy
Stretch marks? Not yet - but I'm sure they're coming soon!
Sleep: Finally getting better w/ the new matteress topper and preggo wedge
Best moment this week: It's been a lazy week -- I guess finishing my registry?
Movement: Yup - he was kicking my sides for a while, but now his feet are back down low
Food cravings: Still cheeseburgers!
Gender: He's a big baby boy!
Labor Signs: Nope
Belly Button in or out? The top half is now out - bottom part still in - and it kinda moves throughout the day, super weird
What I miss: Being able to wear flip flops comfortably all day
What I am looking forward to: The next four months going quickly!
Weekly Wisdom: "When anxiety was great within me, your consolation brought joy to my soul" - Psalm 94:19
Milestones: Just the belly getting bigger and bigger
Realization of the week: I had to take off my wedding ring, as per risk of needing it cut off in a week or two I'm sure -- but I got a great bling bling ring from Kohl's! :)
Total weight gain/loss: +16 - 1 lb over what they say I should be - but it's not my fault I swear!
Maternity clothes? Maternity pants, plus the belly band for extra support b/c he's so low and heavy
Stretch marks? Not yet - but I'm sure they're coming soon!
Sleep: Finally getting better w/ the new matteress topper and preggo wedge
Best moment this week: It's been a lazy week -- I guess finishing my registry?
Movement: Yup - he was kicking my sides for a while, but now his feet are back down low
Food cravings: Still cheeseburgers!
Gender: He's a big baby boy!
Labor Signs: Nope
Belly Button in or out? The top half is now out - bottom part still in - and it kinda moves throughout the day, super weird
What I miss: Being able to wear flip flops comfortably all day
What I am looking forward to: The next four months going quickly!
Weekly Wisdom: "When anxiety was great within me, your consolation brought joy to my soul" - Psalm 94:19
Milestones: Just the belly getting bigger and bigger
Realization of the week: I had to take off my wedding ring, as per risk of needing it cut off in a week or two I'm sure -- but I got a great bling bling ring from Kohl's! :)
Thursday, July 16, 2009
It's a ...
BOY!!
Henry Mercer VandenBerg (named after Nick's father, Arthur Henry VandenBerg ... Mercer is Nick's favorite boy name) is happy and healthy in there... according to the ultrasound tech he's measuring 2 weeks ahead, and according to my belly measurements he's measuring 3 weeks ahead!! If I hadn't already had 3 early ultrasounds, they would have moved my due date up, but since those were specific to the date - we just know he's a giant! He's also already 1lb 1 oz (the baby book says he should be only 9oz right now). My OB says I will probably have more ultrasounds as baby gets even bigger to keep track of that!
Here are some pics of the big boy:
Thank you all for your support and prayers - it means so much to Nick and I - we are beyond thrilled that everything is going good and our son is happy and healthy in there!
"Let love and faithfulness never leave you; bind them around your neck, write them on the tablet of your heart." Proverbs 3:3
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
20 weeks
Here's the monthly belly shot :) First he caught me laughing because I was going to sneeze, then it never came...
We can't wait for our big ultrasound in 48 hours!!
Team Blue?? Team Pink?? Maybe staying on Team Green?!?
We can't wait for our big ultrasound in 48 hours!!
Team Blue?? Team Pink?? Maybe staying on Team Green?!?
Thursday, July 9, 2009
19 weeks and 2 days
The Gender Game!!
I added a poll to the left side for you to cast your vote: Is it going to be Baby Nora Lee VandenBerg or Henry Mercer VandenBerg?! Only one week left until the big reveal (assuming baby cooperates!) Cast your vote now ... and if you're right, you'll get a prize! (not really, but it just sounds more fun)
I added a poll to the left side for you to cast your vote: Is it going to be Baby Nora Lee VandenBerg or Henry Mercer VandenBerg?! Only one week left until the big reveal (assuming baby cooperates!) Cast your vote now ... and if you're right, you'll get a prize! (not really, but it just sounds more fun)
Saturday, July 4, 2009
18 weeks 4 days - and Thumping! :)
Only two weeks to go until we find out if we're team blue or pink, or stay on team green if baby doesn't cooperate!!
The excitement this week has been that I now feel the "thumping" of baby pretty often - atleast a couple times a day.
And last night once I laid down to watch a movie I felt some movement so I put my hands on my lower tummy and sure enough - I felt a thump!! I can't wait for Nick to be able to feel it too!
How far along? 18 weeks and 4 days
Total weight gain/loss: I don't want to answer that question today...
Maternity clothes? Yup - still loving them - but can still wear regular shirts - jeans only w/ belly band
Stretch marks? Not yet
Sleep: Rough times -- my legs keep falling asleep and aching!
Best moment this week: Feeling the thump against my hand!
Movement: Getting more frequent by the day!
Food cravings: This week ... cheeseburgers :)
Gender: Today I'm thinking baby's a boy
Labor Signs: Nope
Belly Button in or out? The top half of my belly button is getting flatter by the day!
What I miss: Being able to be comfortable for more than 5 minutes at a time!
What I am looking forward to: When Nick can feel baby thumping as well!
Weekly Wisdom: "But thanks be to God, who always leads us in triumpahal procession of Christ and through us spreads weverywhere the fragrance of the knowledge of him." - 2 Corinthians 2:14
Milestones: Obviously the increased movement!
Realization of the week: I need to start walking again...
The excitement this week has been that I now feel the "thumping" of baby pretty often - atleast a couple times a day.
And last night once I laid down to watch a movie I felt some movement so I put my hands on my lower tummy and sure enough - I felt a thump!! I can't wait for Nick to be able to feel it too!
How far along? 18 weeks and 4 days
Total weight gain/loss: I don't want to answer that question today...
Maternity clothes? Yup - still loving them - but can still wear regular shirts - jeans only w/ belly band
Stretch marks? Not yet
Sleep: Rough times -- my legs keep falling asleep and aching!
Best moment this week: Feeling the thump against my hand!
Movement: Getting more frequent by the day!
Food cravings: This week ... cheeseburgers :)
Gender: Today I'm thinking baby's a boy
Labor Signs: Nope
Belly Button in or out? The top half of my belly button is getting flatter by the day!
What I miss: Being able to be comfortable for more than 5 minutes at a time!
What I am looking forward to: When Nick can feel baby thumping as well!
Weekly Wisdom: "But thanks be to God, who always leads us in triumpahal procession of Christ and through us spreads weverywhere the fragrance of the knowledge of him." - 2 Corinthians 2:14
Milestones: Obviously the increased movement!
Realization of the week: I need to start walking again...
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
17 weeks and 1 day
An idea stolen from other preggo bloggers ~ a good way to update since I don't feel like I have much to say right now!
How far along? 17 weeks and 1 day
Total weight gain/loss: +7 -- right in the middle of where it should be right now
Maternity clothes? I loved my belly band, but now I'm loving the maternity shorts I have (thanks Jill!) so much easier than dealing with the silly band all day!
Stretch marks? Not yet
Sleep: Better now that I try to limit water intake after 6:30pm
Best moment this week: Being able to have a couple days to just relax and watch SATC
Movement: One for sure movement, other times where I think it was, but not sure
Food cravings: Pasta --- all pasta! And popcicles!
Gender: I change my mind every day!
Labor Signs: Nope
Belly Button in or out? Innie
What I miss: Summer drinking ... *sighs*
What I am looking forward to: The ultrasound in 3 weeks -- and starting on the nursery
Weekly Wisdom: Hmm... I'm not feeling any wisdom bits right now
Milestones: That one moment where I knew I felt baby move!
Realization of the week: Maternity clothes are comfy -- why don't people where them all the time??
How far along? 17 weeks and 1 day
Total weight gain/loss: +7 -- right in the middle of where it should be right now
Maternity clothes? I loved my belly band, but now I'm loving the maternity shorts I have (thanks Jill!) so much easier than dealing with the silly band all day!
Stretch marks? Not yet
Sleep: Better now that I try to limit water intake after 6:30pm
Best moment this week: Being able to have a couple days to just relax and watch SATC
Movement: One for sure movement, other times where I think it was, but not sure
Food cravings: Pasta --- all pasta! And popcicles!
Gender: I change my mind every day!
Labor Signs: Nope
Belly Button in or out? Innie
What I miss: Summer drinking ... *sighs*
What I am looking forward to: The ultrasound in 3 weeks -- and starting on the nursery
Weekly Wisdom: Hmm... I'm not feeling any wisdom bits right now
Milestones: That one moment where I knew I felt baby move!
Realization of the week: Maternity clothes are comfy -- why don't people where them all the time??
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
16 weeks
Second round of belly shots -- gonna stick w/ the monthly pics from here on out.
I'm still feeling good -- my back gets sore if I'm on my feet too long, I love popcicles, and I can't stop rubbing my tummy and staring at it in the mirror :)
I'm still feeling good -- my back gets sore if I'm on my feet too long, I love popcicles, and I can't stop rubbing my tummy and staring at it in the mirror :) Friday, June 12, 2009
15 weeks 3 days
Hello readers :)
We had another OB check up today - it all went well. I'm cleared to go back to regular activity, my OB (remember I had to see someone else during the ER scare and follow up) agrees it was probably the meds that caused the bleeding, maybe even a weird allergic reaction.
It took her a while to find baby's heartbeat because first her machine needed new batteries, and then baby wasn't cooperating :) I pictured him/her in there moving all over and trying to kick the pressure it was getting. We could hear the sounds from all the movement of baby - but no heartbeat until doctor held my belly in a way that baby couldn't move anymore!
We'll have the big 20 week update on July 16th and hopefully will know if we're team pink or blue then!!
We had another OB check up today - it all went well. I'm cleared to go back to regular activity, my OB (remember I had to see someone else during the ER scare and follow up) agrees it was probably the meds that caused the bleeding, maybe even a weird allergic reaction.
It took her a while to find baby's heartbeat because first her machine needed new batteries, and then baby wasn't cooperating :) I pictured him/her in there moving all over and trying to kick the pressure it was getting. We could hear the sounds from all the movement of baby - but no heartbeat until doctor held my belly in a way that baby couldn't move anymore!
We'll have the big 20 week update on July 16th and hopefully will know if we're team pink or blue then!!
Friday, May 29, 2009
13 weeks and 3 days
Ok -- here's the first official belly shots. I feel like I'm bigger than what I should be at this point ... but hey - we all know my baby is going to be ginormous!
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
Our First ER Scare...
Last night Nick and I experienced our first ER scare - pregnancy related of course. Luckily, all seems well now.
Background: for the last couple days I've had bleeding which we thought was b/c of the yeast infection and irritation due to the meds prescribed. Last night after I woke up from my nap, the bleeding became worse including a nasty blood clot, so we were told to head to the ER. After 4.5 hours, we were sent home after being given an ultrasound that showed baby moving around happily and the placenta all well attached as it should be.
I was told to rest today and follow up w/ OB ~ the bleeding has since pretty much stopped. OB reiterated how bleeding in the first months can be normal, and since it stopped didn't want to look up in there in fear of irritating something again. Since the ultrasound pics don't even show a placenta tear anywhere and baby is good -- she says just take it easy for the next couple weeks and basically just hope it doesn't happen again.
I'm fairly confident it's due to the medicine they gave me for the yeasty - though they refuse to say that's possible, but why would they tell me they shouldn't have given me those meds?
I was only in tears the first hour in the waiting room -- since then I've had a pretty strong sense of calm that everything's fine. God is good at giving peace when it's needed!
"Find rest, O my soul, in God alone; my hope comes from him." Psalm 62:5
Background: for the last couple days I've had bleeding which we thought was b/c of the yeast infection and irritation due to the meds prescribed. Last night after I woke up from my nap, the bleeding became worse including a nasty blood clot, so we were told to head to the ER. After 4.5 hours, we were sent home after being given an ultrasound that showed baby moving around happily and the placenta all well attached as it should be.
I was told to rest today and follow up w/ OB ~ the bleeding has since pretty much stopped. OB reiterated how bleeding in the first months can be normal, and since it stopped didn't want to look up in there in fear of irritating something again. Since the ultrasound pics don't even show a placenta tear anywhere and baby is good -- she says just take it easy for the next couple weeks and basically just hope it doesn't happen again.
I'm fairly confident it's due to the medicine they gave me for the yeasty - though they refuse to say that's possible, but why would they tell me they shouldn't have given me those meds?
I was only in tears the first hour in the waiting room -- since then I've had a pretty strong sense of calm that everything's fine. God is good at giving peace when it's needed!
"Find rest, O my soul, in God alone; my hope comes from him." Psalm 62:5
Sunday, May 24, 2009
The Gender Game..
So - as some of you may know - we have our boy/girl names picked out. Henry (after Nick's late father) and Nora (after my late grandmother).
Sooo today while we were Memorialing (family tradition) - we were at Grandma Nora's grave, and a toad hopped on!! And this little toad did not move the rest of the time we were visiting, even as my dad poked and proded it and lifted it up! He stayed right by the writing "NORA" -- and the stone had two sides so he coulda hopped over to "MARVIN" at any time! I believe that Toad was my grandma telling us that we're having a girl and she can't wait for us to name it after her :) Nick of course, disagrees.
When we later visited Arthur Henry VandenBerg's grave ... no such toad appeared, or any other indication.
In approxmiately 7 weeks, we may be able to find out if my superstition is right or not!
Sooo today while we were Memorialing (family tradition) - we were at Grandma Nora's grave, and a toad hopped on!! And this little toad did not move the rest of the time we were visiting, even as my dad poked and proded it and lifted it up! He stayed right by the writing "NORA" -- and the stone had two sides so he coulda hopped over to "MARVIN" at any time! I believe that Toad was my grandma telling us that we're having a girl and she can't wait for us to name it after her :) Nick of course, disagrees.
When we later visited Arthur Henry VandenBerg's grave ... no such toad appeared, or any other indication.
In approxmiately 7 weeks, we may be able to find out if my superstition is right or not!
12 wks 5 days
Just figured I'd update since it's been over a week ... though there's really nothing new to discuss! Almost officially done with the first trimester (though that timing is debatable, some say end of 12 weeks, some say end of week 13 ...) so that's exciting.
I have officially stopped my progesterone supps - which I had a hard time doing, but seems to be okay. I wish I could have a check up like, the week after stopping just to be sure all is well. It's causing some cramping, since progesterone helps relax the uterus and w/ out the extra I can feel more of the tension. Also taking some meds for that yeast infection, which I was also nervous about - but I'm taking it all in good faith that God wants me to have this baby and he will do all in his power to protect everything I can/will do wrong to it!
It's also been a stressful week with my cousin's funeral - so I'm using the long weekend to just relax and get re-focused. Only two weeks left teaching the crazy munchkins - then it's off to vacation land!!
When darkness overtakes the godly, light will come bursting in ... They do not fear bad news; they confidently trust the Lord to care for them. They are confident and fearless and can face their foes triumphantly. Psalm 112: 4, 7-8
Yeah ... I'm working on that.
I have officially stopped my progesterone supps - which I had a hard time doing, but seems to be okay. I wish I could have a check up like, the week after stopping just to be sure all is well. It's causing some cramping, since progesterone helps relax the uterus and w/ out the extra I can feel more of the tension. Also taking some meds for that yeast infection, which I was also nervous about - but I'm taking it all in good faith that God wants me to have this baby and he will do all in his power to protect everything I can/will do wrong to it!
It's also been a stressful week with my cousin's funeral - so I'm using the long weekend to just relax and get re-focused. Only two weeks left teaching the crazy munchkins - then it's off to vacation land!!
When darkness overtakes the godly, light will come bursting in ... They do not fear bad news; they confidently trust the Lord to care for them. They are confident and fearless and can face their foes triumphantly. Psalm 112: 4, 7-8
Yeah ... I'm working on that.
Thursday, May 14, 2009
11 weeks 2 days
Our first OB appointment went very well. Had to do the usual bloodtests and pap smear, nothing too exciting there except for a yeast infection (lucky me).
When it came time to try to hear the heartbeat, she warned that depending on baby's location and movements, there's only about a 50/50 chance right now she'd get it. I told her that our baby is a good listener and follows directions. As soon as the doppler touched my belly, Dr. Florido said, "It is a good listener" -- we could hear the heartbeat right away!! So cool to hear baby's fast heartbeat, with my slower wooshy heartbeat in the background. Tears of joy :) Baby's heartrate is still high - in the 160's - but Dr warned us against believing the wifes tales of boy/girl heartrates.
So - we won't get another ultrasound until the big 20 weeks boy/girl ultrasound -- but get to go back in 4 weeks just for usual checkup. Sing Praise for this miracle!!
Oh ~ and I haven't thrown up since Sunday!! (I really hope I'm not jinxing myself here...) Sing extra praise for that!!
"Be at rest once more, O my soul, for the LORD has been good to you." -- Psalm 116:7
When it came time to try to hear the heartbeat, she warned that depending on baby's location and movements, there's only about a 50/50 chance right now she'd get it. I told her that our baby is a good listener and follows directions. As soon as the doppler touched my belly, Dr. Florido said, "It is a good listener" -- we could hear the heartbeat right away!! So cool to hear baby's fast heartbeat, with my slower wooshy heartbeat in the background. Tears of joy :) Baby's heartrate is still high - in the 160's - but Dr warned us against believing the wifes tales of boy/girl heartrates.
So - we won't get another ultrasound until the big 20 weeks boy/girl ultrasound -- but get to go back in 4 weeks just for usual checkup. Sing Praise for this miracle!!
Oh ~ and I haven't thrown up since Sunday!! (I really hope I'm not jinxing myself here...) Sing extra praise for that!!
"Be at rest once more, O my soul, for the LORD has been good to you." -- Psalm 116:7
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
11 weeks
Yah!! Happy Fetal Birthday to my baby!!
There's some debate on when an embryo actual becomes a fetus, but most research says sometime inbetween week 8 and week 10 ... so since we're in week 11 now, I feel comfortable switching over to "fetus"
First Ob appt is on Thurs ~ updates to come!
There's some debate on when an embryo actual becomes a fetus, but most research says sometime inbetween week 8 and week 10 ... so since we're in week 11 now, I feel comfortable switching over to "fetus"
First Ob appt is on Thurs ~ updates to come!
Thursday, May 7, 2009
10 weeks 2 days
Pregnancy is odd. Examples:
~ Regular mac n cheese = delightful. Shells n cheese = Cringe.
~ I can't even stand the thought of cheese oven pizza, which two weeks ago was my only enjoyment.
~ The worst, and for those of you who know me, you know this is a big deal. Last night, tried to eat chicken ... and the KETCHUP was gross to me. Ketchup has been my favorite food for as long as I can remember. I used to get french fries just because I wanted some ketchup!!
And that was the point I broke into tears for no apparent reason, other than I'm sick of needing to eat to not feel sick, but the thought of most foods makes me feel sick anyways.
But overall, I'm doing good. People keep trying to tell me to talk to the Dr for nausea meds, but it's really not *that* bad. I can go on with my daily life, I only actually throw up every 2/3 days.
First appt with OB is next week ~ time to start my list of questions again :)
~ Regular mac n cheese = delightful. Shells n cheese = Cringe.
~ I can't even stand the thought of cheese oven pizza, which two weeks ago was my only enjoyment.
~ The worst, and for those of you who know me, you know this is a big deal. Last night, tried to eat chicken ... and the KETCHUP was gross to me. Ketchup has been my favorite food for as long as I can remember. I used to get french fries just because I wanted some ketchup!!
And that was the point I broke into tears for no apparent reason, other than I'm sick of needing to eat to not feel sick, but the thought of most foods makes me feel sick anyways.
But overall, I'm doing good. People keep trying to tell me to talk to the Dr for nausea meds, but it's really not *that* bad. I can go on with my daily life, I only actually throw up every 2/3 days.
First appt with OB is next week ~ time to start my list of questions again :)
Thursday, April 30, 2009
Karah Kaye Ellen Verhaar
Just for fun ~ here's a couple pics of my neice! She's teeny tiny and beautiful. Can't wait to spoil her!
9 weeks 2 days
I keep thinking that maybe I have swine flu ... then I remember, no no, I'm just pregnant :)
Monday, April 20, 2009
7 weeks 6 days
What a beautiful end to a crappy couple of days! I've been feeling really yucky the last two days -- but my appointment today went fabulously!!
Here's the first pic of 8 week baby:
Baby is upside down ... so it's head is at the bottom, and it's booty is up top by the +1 sign. That dark space in it's head is part of the brain forming, and if you looks super close to the left of the body you can see it's tiny leg sticking out!
Here's pic two that shows the heartbeat -- it was about 173 which is mega-high, but it will go down as the pregnancy continues. It was a beautiful thing to hear -- I didn't cry until I was heading home -- it did make my mom tear up!
Other good news is that because everything looks so good, and my cyst in my ovary has gone down, we've graduated from our RE and get to go back to seeing our regular OB now!! My OB did her residency under my RE, so he was excited to have me tell her hello and that we got preg. on our first cycle of FSH injections.
So - my appointment was a beautiful reminder of why I don't mind feeling as sick as I do!!
"I am with you and will watch over you wherever you go, and I will bring you back to this land. I will not leave you until I have done what I have promised you." - Genesis 28:15
Here's the first pic of 8 week baby:
Baby is upside down ... so it's head is at the bottom, and it's booty is up top by the +1 sign. That dark space in it's head is part of the brain forming, and if you looks super close to the left of the body you can see it's tiny leg sticking out!
Here's pic two that shows the heartbeat -- it was about 173 which is mega-high, but it will go down as the pregnancy continues. It was a beautiful thing to hear -- I didn't cry until I was heading home -- it did make my mom tear up!
Other good news is that because everything looks so good, and my cyst in my ovary has gone down, we've graduated from our RE and get to go back to seeing our regular OB now!! My OB did her residency under my RE, so he was excited to have me tell her hello and that we got preg. on our first cycle of FSH injections.
So - my appointment was a beautiful reminder of why I don't mind feeling as sick as I do!!
"I am with you and will watch over you wherever you go, and I will bring you back to this land. I will not leave you until I have done what I have promised you." - Genesis 28:15
Friday, April 17, 2009
7 weeks 3 days
I feel like death.
Pregnancy is the perpetual hang over ... without the fun of long islands and dancing the night before ....
Pregnancy is the perpetual hang over ... without the fun of long islands and dancing the night before ....
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
For one of my besties - Rachel :)
In your strength I can crush an army; with my God I can scale any wall. Psalm 18:29
I've been thinking a lot about the struggles of life and how we get so caught up in them, we forget to step back and look at the big picture. It's a concept I have obviously struggled with for the last year ... well, and years before that.
The mountains that we must climb seem steep and never ending - we all know and have experienced that in some way. And in different season of our lives, those mountains look different. Whether it's making it through the preparations for a wedding to come out the other side with a strong, beautiful marriage -- or surviving pregnancy and childbirth to end up with a precious child -- it's so easy to get wrapped up in the process and forget to focus on the goal. And even if we are focusing on the goal, we often forget to add Him into the mix! But if we can figure out how to mix the two together in a true, honest relationship, once we reach our goals, we'll look back -- and that mountain will look like a hill.
And then we'll turn to face forward and bring on the next mountain -- right?!?
When you pass through the waters, I will be with you; and when you pass through the rivers, they will not sweep over you. When you walk through the fire, you will not be burned; the flames will not set you ablaze. Isaiah 43:2, NIV
I've been thinking a lot about the struggles of life and how we get so caught up in them, we forget to step back and look at the big picture. It's a concept I have obviously struggled with for the last year ... well, and years before that.
The mountains that we must climb seem steep and never ending - we all know and have experienced that in some way. And in different season of our lives, those mountains look different. Whether it's making it through the preparations for a wedding to come out the other side with a strong, beautiful marriage -- or surviving pregnancy and childbirth to end up with a precious child -- it's so easy to get wrapped up in the process and forget to focus on the goal. And even if we are focusing on the goal, we often forget to add Him into the mix! But if we can figure out how to mix the two together in a true, honest relationship, once we reach our goals, we'll look back -- and that mountain will look like a hill.
And then we'll turn to face forward and bring on the next mountain -- right?!?
When you pass through the waters, I will be with you; and when you pass through the rivers, they will not sweep over you. When you walk through the fire, you will not be burned; the flames will not set you ablaze. Isaiah 43:2, NIV
Friday, April 10, 2009
6 weeks 3 days
Spring Break has been fantastic - as it's given me time to lay on the couch all day long because I feel so sick. How on earth am I going to start teaching 4 year olds on Monday while feeling like this?!? I think that women need maternity leave - and morning sickness leave.
The whole healthy diet thing also doesn't work well when nothing sounds good - but you only feel not ill when you're eating ... not surprisingly - pizza is still my favorite :) Nick made us oven pizza for dinner last night - and it was the best cheese pizza I've had in my life I swear!
I know I wanted this - and I'm not taking that back - but I cannot believe I have atleast 6 more weeks of feeling like this ... who knew pregnancy could feel like this (I know, I know ... you knew and you told me) How can one person feel so blessed and so tortured all at the same time!
The whole healthy diet thing also doesn't work well when nothing sounds good - but you only feel not ill when you're eating ... not surprisingly - pizza is still my favorite :) Nick made us oven pizza for dinner last night - and it was the best cheese pizza I've had in my life I swear!
I know I wanted this - and I'm not taking that back - but I cannot believe I have atleast 6 more weeks of feeling like this ... who knew pregnancy could feel like this (I know, I know ... you knew and you told me) How can one person feel so blessed and so tortured all at the same time!
Monday, April 6, 2009
5 weeks 6 days
One teeny tiny baby ~ One beautiful heart flicker!!
The baby is actually inbetween the two cursers (which you can also barely see). It's right at the bottom of the big dark sac - below the round thing that looks like a head but is just the yolk sac - only 3mm big! How can anything the size of a chocolate sprinkle already have a heartbeat ... a heartbeat that we could see even?? Only with God's hands and God's eyes - that's for sure! Dr. McBaby said everything looks good - he tried hard to get the heartbeat on the microphone (amazing that that "wand" they shove up me has a microphone on it) but it's just too early. We go back in two weeks to check in and make sure everything is still going good. I don't know which would be more nervewrecking ... not even getting an appointment until 12 weeks like most women - or getting them more often. As Nick would tell me - there's no point in worrying because it's all going to be fine, God is Good. And he definately said "I told you so" several times after we saw the beautiful heartbeat today!
"Brothers, as an example of patience in the face of suffering, take the prophets who spoke in the name of the LORD. As you now, we consider blessed those who have perservered. You have heard of Job's perserverance and have seen what the LORD finally brought about. The LORD is full of compassion and mercy. " James 5:10-11
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