1dpiui

IUI #4 went smoothly - good numbers all around. I actually felt the best afterwards that I have ever before - not too crampy or anything. Emotionally, I do not feel the best and I am not very hopeful. It just seems unrealistic that God will give me a baby in the time I want it the most. But then again - He loved Jacob, and he was far from perfect.

The waiting (for the 16th time) begins ...